UnhappyBohra wrote:Dude what's embarrassing is to watch you troll Crater Lake. I agree with her. There are many mumineen who doubt and question the state of Dawat currently. They think MS is a fool and they hate the constant demands for money and streams of emails of "must dos" for coming and watching videos or paying up or traveling for ziyarats, MS waazes etc. After the third hour of any event, eyes start glazing over and the complaints start getting voiced.
As for Crater Lake's anguish of the early days, four months is still early days! That was the time she was probably still trying to determine the truth or her friends and relatives had begun abandoning her and her family. For those of us who have to frequently see MS in the glory of his bumbling ways, the trauma of Burhanuddin Moula's wafat will always be fresh. We feel his loss deeply. It's only MS and his cohorts who seem to be only too happy to be rid of him!
You're a moron for speaking on behalf of "many" mumineen.
Also,you're pathetic at white knighting.Crater Lake joined this forum in March'14 all guns blazing showing support for Khuzaima and making derogatory posts against Syedna Mufaddal Saifuddin TUS.Suddenly after two months,she felt intense anguish? I laughed.For the record,she felt this anguish right around the time Cromwell Hospital Video and Audio was shown around the world.Capische?
I wish I could feel flattered by the attention James and Adam are giving me, but instead I feel so revolted, I had to run to the toilet to vomit. Creeps!
Really James, you bothered to go dig up my old posts? Since all of you (including Unhappy!) are so concerned about my "anguish," let me give you some insight into my state of mind in the months following Burhanuddin Aqa's wafat, even though it makes me cringe.
At the time of Burhanuddin Aqa's wafat I was already disillusioned with dawat that was to come. I was horrified that our next "dai" did not think we deserved a place in heaven if we did not cherish roti-making and had said that a university education was a waste of time (su zaroorat che...) Plus I had not heard Burhanuddin Moula do nass on him - and it weighed on my mind. When the Fatemi Dawat email arrived, I was asked to delete it but I read it and decided to look into it. By March I was convinced that haq was with Qutbuddin Aqa even though I had not given misaq yet. Word was beginning to spread that my family was with Qutbuddin Aqa since we were not present at the masjid . Some heavy breathers started calling my home and threatened my family. Lanat messages were left on our home voice mail. James is absolutely right, it was the Cromwell video that was the cause of my disenchantment even though by the second viewing I was convinced that it had the same level of ambiguity as the Raudat Tahera "nass".
What was reponsible for my disenchantment James Bhai is not that after the Cromwell video I was questioning my belief in the nass on Qutbuddin Moula but rather that the shehzadas who had received ilm at the feet of Burhanuddin Moula had stooped to this level to propogate a lie. If a lifetime of receiving ilm from a dai could leave one so stupid and so corrupt, where was the hope for mumineen!
All I say is, the proof is in the pudding. Here I am with Qutbuddin Aqa so it is very evident who shored up my iman. Upon reflection I realise that faith does not mean to never question but it means to persevere to find satisfactory answers.
I suggest that you quit worrying about my iman now. Stop asking us to "please come back...." ewww... Tell the heavy-breathers, the angry and the inarticulate to stop calling our homes. Worry about the likes of Unhappy, Objective and frustrate_bohra (don't take it personally guys!) who are filling up your masjids! Worry about the amils who are terrorizing the poor and the weak. In short clean up YOUR house!
Oh yeah...and when you realize your dai is fake, [DELETED] [DELETD] Maybe THEN, you can call us back.